Saturday, July 30, 2016

7 Words for a Modern Day Messiah

1. Forgive him, for he knows not what he does
2. Truly, this is not the way to paradise
3. Man, behold your woman
4. Why have you forsaken her
5. You obsess
6. It is not finished

7. Another commits her spirit into your hands for safekeeping and you will abandon her too

Sunday, July 24, 2016

Sometimes

I want to cry

Sometimes

I want to spit

In somebody's eye

Most of the time

I just ask myself

Why

Friday, July 15, 2016

Forbidden fruit

I work sweating in the hot sun at the house pulling weeds from the gravel, either sitting, there are so many I can sit quietly and pull from the space all around me for quite some time, or crouched in that sitting on your heels asiatic position. It's meditative. Sometimes they yield gently and I feel compassion. Sometimes I have to pull with all of my strength. Those are cathartic.

It's been hay weather. We raked the the strimmed hay from the banks into piles for our neighbor, to pitch fork onto his tractor's trailer to feed to his horse. The other day he'd helped our son tie together your rangy fig tree tree so that the laden branches wouldn't break. Today we had to tear off two of those branches that had broken in the wind anyway. Your five varieties of fig are bearing a lot this year. They've just now matured. Your four pear trees are also laden with more fruit than they have ever produced. Your three cherry trees have borne, but the fruit was probably enjoyed by the birds, thankfully because I don't know what I would have done with it all. Your multitude of raspberry and blackberry bushes and strawberry plants have been overcome with weeds. Your walnut is now enormous. The ancient apple trees that you so lovingly saved, pruned and nurtured back to life are full, as is the newer. Fortunately the vineyard is being cared for by the neighbor. The quince and apricot are probably bearing too, I haven't had the heart to look at those, or your plum tree. It's overwhelming and heartbreaking and all I can do to assuage the pain is yank weeds in the hot sun.

Saturday, July 9, 2016

Sex is a promissory note

To return in kind
Ness that which
Has been offered
In love
An I.O.U.
Respect
Reciprocity
Relevance

Sunday, July 3, 2016

The cards are on the table

An orangeglow sunset
Behind black hills
Beyond ochre lightshowered houses
And citron lit streets
Darkness broken
Sorting
Shuffling
Dealing
Kings Queens Jacks
Joker's wild
Inside warmglow windows
Shattered